I feel so sad, thinking about college, I feel like i’m losing everyone right now. :c
I just don't know.
I am so sad.
and i’m not sure why.
I need to save money.
Today, Mary Jane and I went to ask for applications in Manteca and the Tracy mall, I really hope both of us get an interview.
So my grandpa bought me a new car.
It’s a grey 2011 Toyota Yaris. I’m happy that I got my first car. c:
I just need to be isolated or hang out with people that I don’t usually hang out with.
My mind is going crazy with thoughts tonight. I should just read The Perks Of Being a Wallflower, it’s the only thing that makes me feel comfortable.
I really love all of my family and friends. Just being overemotional, no big deal. Everyone is just so nice to me. I want to hug everyone tightly.
I can't even tell you how I feel.
I want to feel loved. I want reassurance. I want to feel like everything’s going to be okay. I want to feel like someone really, deeply cares about me. Maybe i’m not worth the time or effort. Waking up from naps leave me being overly dramatic.
So I’ve been feeling really let down lately..
Most of the pictures on my Lightbox app are just...
I have been walking quite a lot lately. been feeling miserable. been enjoying spending some time alone. almost 5 more days til I get my car. been too lazy in terms of challenging my brain and exercising.
Situations that make me sad
when old friends don’t put any effort in talking to me. when I don’t talk to Kyle for a couple of days. when I run out of money.
medboy1981: I looked on YouTube on how to use tumblr., it was weird. Omg, ahhah.
medboy1981: What Am I supposed to Do on tumblr., I don’t get the concept of this website of a contraption. It’s a blogging site, you little boy. Blog about your life and interests and/or follow and look through other people’s blogs. It can be fun.
I haven’t been very productive during these past days, most of the time I’ve been home doing nothing.
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I feel like I'm always bothering you when I talk...
I can’t even talk. What is wrong with me..